Life has been pretty gay lately. I just found out today that the lady I got in an accident with needs more money...and is complaining bout this headache she has and has seen the doctor bout..if so, I'm really screwed...cuz that means she'll sue..fuck this shit. I got yelled at for a good 3 hrs straight today or more from my parents bout EVERYTHING that is wrong with me. So thanks to them...I realize how fucked up I really am wow..yay! More bad news...my parents are all of a sudden saying how they can't pay for college for me cuz money is tight...so gotta take out those damn loans...which means me working my ass off to pay them off. And I know I'm not making our "money" issue any easier with my accident and shit. Also, all the money I make this summer is going to my car which is yet to be fixed. So..yeah...gotta start working full time my dad says if I want my car to go to school. I'm scared that if that lady does sue us, we'll go through my insurance and then...I will definitely NEVER drive.

There's still one more thing I'm scared about...but its not right to say it on here. I hate xanga I think..or I'm starting to...I unno. It's like life and death scared...fuck this. He would NOT call today and think that that's ok...asshole.

But I miss my friends and Nga is leaving soon ...Kelly R is in spain...and I unno...no car to get anywhere. I wont have much time to hang out anyways with all the hours of work and CLEANING demand from my parents at the same time.

Peace yo...

Oh yeah happy 4th...I spent mine at home cleaning

Not really sure what to write in this dang thing anymore lol. My summer has kinda been like blah. I miss all my best friends. I see random ppl or now "acquaintences" come in work once in awhile...it's weird knowing just a lil while ago u sat next to them in class...then u see them and its like..I unno..u almost don't even know them anymore. But yeah..I really miss my friends like no other...I uno. They seem to be too busy for me. Maybe its cuz I'm mostly at home dwelling in boredom with no car and stuff??

But yeah...I don't think I'm gettin my car anytime soon either =/

If u feel like seeing me again...call me?

otherwise....peace =)

Wow...can't believe that I am officially out of high school! Woooh! It was weird going to grad nite realizing that I wasn't going to see like 90% or more of those ppl ever again...ppl who I say hi to in the hallway as jsut mere acquaintences...past crushes...old best friends I had in middle school...its jsut too weird.

Anyway...no car for me for awhile..or maybe perhaps all summer? Damn that...my parent dont know if they can afford to pay the damages on my car right now...damn that! Yeah, so I guess I'm a lil sad =(. My first day at Hollywood Video is this monday yay! I needed a job so bad!

Hopefully ppl keep in touch like they say they do. I have to say bye to my best friend Nga in only a few short months!! AHHHH!

We're all growing up waaay too fast dude!

I miss all my drillers already...those will prolly ALWAYS be the ppl/family I miss most. Most of my fondest memories in high school were with those girls <3

So tmrrw is SENIOR ASSEMBLY! My last performance ever...the absolute end to my drill career *tear.* I'm prolly gon look pretty stupid tmrrw but oh well haha. It's just sr assembly riiiight? lol! Yep..can't believe there's only 2.5 days left of school! Too many ppl haven't signed my yrbk dangit!

Let's hope I don't cry tmrrw! Gotta get up at 430 AM tmrrw to look cute and go to practice lol.

Peace!

Just got back from the DRILL BANQUET! Maaan so sad and depressing. I thought I wouldn't cry but it was so frickin hard dude. But yeah, I got an award....SUPER SHARP WOOH! And I got a cool blue sparkly fairy wand heheh. I love you girls....drill team 04-05 IS THE BESTEST EVER!!! <3 ALWAYS IN MY HEART!

My brother has pnemonia...it sucks!

Today is my best friend KAYLA SANDO'S BDAY! WOOH!

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